i used to tell someone i love very much to find his happy. i forgot all about mine and now i can no longer breathe...
i cannot breathe. not one tiny breath.
do you ever find yourself saying, 'i can't believe this is my life'?
i have. i do. i am.
i do not want my latest hurdle to break me.
do you ever look around and wonder what it is you did in another life that would entitle some greater being to allow you to suffer so much in this one?
do you ever feel so supremely guilty for feeling as if you are suffering when there is so much bleakness in the world?
i have. i do. i am.
i will not break.
im gonna learn how to bend, dammit.
