happy. non-existent. but the least i can do is force myself to recognize a silver lining:
- i can move whenever i want to wherever i want
- i dont have to interact with someone who hates me and who i hate right back for the rest of my life
- i can have sex with anyone i want; whenever i want; wherever i want
- i can spend my money how i want...no one to ask permission of
- i get to be true to me. always. no submissive compromises.
- i can turn the light on when i cant sleep at 3 in the morning and not wake anyone up (usually)
- travel is cheaper for one
- i dont have to raise my children in this shithole town if i decide not to
- the future is wide open
- my future may be longer than my past...and if that is the case...i am lucky my future holds promise instead of dread
what a bunch of bullshit.
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