ok - so in efforts to maintain my peace balance....i must spill. because i feel like a mind fuck is brewing.
perception: he is making every effort to flirt. to be friendly. to make sure i know he is out there. to make sure he can communicate in only the most plutonic of words that he loves me.
reality: megan is a fucking loon. he is trying to extend friendship. no one wants to work in a hostile environment. nothing has changed. he sits at home. he goes to counseling. he WENT to counseling, tonite, as a matter of fact. he does nothing for you. and everything for him. megan - MOVE ON.
feelings: i feel like everything is an onion. layers and layers. all the same. all different.
i would like to get off the merry-go-round now.
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