i havent felt like this in over a month. im so wrecked + disappointed to face the realization of the progress i have NOT made. it appears disillusion is my only real achievement.
i feel used and abused. still.
i feel lonely and hidden. always.
im trying so hard....but it's running to stand still.
at least i've realized one thing that i have been resisting for so long: i have to leave. it is time for somewhere new. this, this cannot go on.
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