yep, i get it. i am the only one that can make my peace, that can make my happy. i am the only one that makes me sad, mad or otherwise. i also cannot bring peace or happy to anyone else, anyone who doesnt already have peace and happy.
it is such a simple thing. but it is so elusive in practice. it is so seemingly unattainable.
i am sad. i am angry. i am lonely. but HE doesnt cause me those things: i do. he cant solve those things for me. he cant solve them for anyone. no one can. we only have the power for self.
somehow these writings have lost focus of recognizing happy moments...so let me ponder on a few from the weekend....
...laughs over thai food with unexpected company
...golf balls at dusk
...meditation and strangers on a fall day
...yoga on a quiet morning
...gardening in the breeze
...cold beer nightcap
...fuzzy blanket
...pedicure and foot massage
...football sunday
...feeling proud of e for pinching an aorta and for being excited about it
breathe in...breathe out....live in reality. not in perception.
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